Mordez-Moi

mercredi 27 mai 2009

I tell you,

How I wish my life is damn interesting.

I've the laziest and the boring-est life on Earth.

Let's see.

I'm watching 10promises to my dog,

Which is the touch-est show (:

It's damn nice,

And touchy,

And it makes me cry.

And the dog is damn cute too :)

I wish I've a dog,

But I don't have one,

And even if I have my family will want a damn poodle.

Not big dogs D:

So sad right.

Small dogs are so scary,

I like big ones more.

You know small dogs look damn fragile,

And everyone knows I'm clumsy.

I'm so scared I'll break him bones ._.

Anyway,

I owe CharLoh a BIG favour,

She helped me pass up the NYAA stuff.

Like just now,

We met up so I can give her the 12bucks and form,

Then I can stay at home and sleep like a pig tomorrow :D

I'm SUCH a pigg.

And I think I grew fatter,

Nevermind.

Eariler today,

I had the RedCross crap.

It's so boring,

But when people kiss the dummy.

Like damn funny okay.

Here's what I noticed.

1. Eunice sucks at bandaging.

2. Cheryl don't want to save people.

3. Edrea hates dummy.

4. Priscilla enjoy watching people kiss.

5. The dummy's skin can be taken out.

6. Amelia thinks her bandaging is damn "good"

7. CherAng can bandage quite well.

8. Chien can also bandage.

9. Ophelia can also bandage.

10. CarolynChia has a terrible temper.

11. I hate bandaging.

12.RestaurantCity is the most independent game ever.

You can just leave it there for like 30minutes.

And don't have to fo ANYTHING at all.

I'm so random.

Okay,

I randomly picked to watch my show now.

TTFN :DD

♥재스민smooched@ 21:04

mardi 26 mai 2009

Cheers (:

I got back all my results,

And since they are not THAT horrible,

I'm going to reward myself :D

Although I haven't figure it how to yet.

I was like super nervous today.

I thought I am the four failures person .__.

Turns out I'm not,

Okay,

I've been scaring myself.

But in my defense,

It's not just me that has been damn nervous.

Marilyn Tor too,

But then again,

She likes to scare herself.

And in the end,

She's at the top (:

Always one.

But she damn modest lor :D

Anyway,

There's nothing to do,

And I'm practically dozing off.

OMFG!

There's GB phototakign tomorrow!

OH-NO!

And then there's the red-cross thing,

Manryl,Pris,Charloh&Edrea

BETTER NOT PON.

Or I'm going to kill you,

UNDERSTAND?!

Finefinefine,

It's damn boring,

My chemistry file how?!

I bet I will accidentally forget it tomorrow,

Like I mean,

ACCIDENTALLY.

Teehee (((:

♥재스민smooched@ 17:22

lundi 25 mai 2009

Yay Yay Yay!

Omg.

I passed,

I passed.

I passed my fucking physics,

I can't believe that I passed my LIT.

Its like damn crap.

Fine,

I just passed,

BUT STILL.

This is like the happiest day of my

Saddo life (:

Maybe my life isn't so miserable afterall :D

I see the light!

Whatever.

I have to go for tuition soon,

Like real soon,

Amaths.

I bet my teacher's going to kill me.

My amaths sucks.

Its like damn low,

I want to kill myself.

SEE.

I told you my life is so confusing.

I don't know even whether to kill myself or not.

If I kill myself,

I might not be able to see SIDEKICK come to S'pore.

Anyway,

Yvonne.Marilyn.Manryl.Prilala.CharLoh

Went to WestMall,

And then they STOP me from getting down the bus,

Just 'cause I refuse to go with them ><

And I missed my bus.

And my mother nearly killed me

Cause she called me 25times.

Teehee.

It's seriously NOT my fault.

Let's change the topic.

Ohyeah,

More papers tomorrow.

MotherTongue, Phum, Chem, Eng, SS.

All the subjects I hate.

Except for Phum.

But I doubt I will pass,

So there's NO hope.

Someone said like the lowest in our class failed 4subjects.

I think its me.

But I hope its not me.

I'm going to keep my fingers crossed,

And hope that I won't get the honour.

-gasps-

(PS. HAPPYBELATEDBIRTHDAYMANRYL :D )

♥재스민smooched@ 16:00

samedi 23 mai 2009

One more day.

One more day till I get my results.

One more day till my death day.

And I guess it HAS been dragging for a while already,

All the anxiety in my brains,

My heart,

My legs,

My hands,

Is pratically tearing my apart.

Like literally.

Firstly,

I can't concentrate.

Secondly,

I can't sleep.

Thirdly,

I think I'm sleepwalking again,

Cause I ended up in the toilet

When I'm pretty sure I didn't go to the toilet.

But then again,

I am known for being a blur muns.

Whatever.

Fourthly,

I'm starting to have mixed feelings towards

Getting back my script.

One part of me wants it back,

The other just want to sleep,

And anothers don't want it back.

My life is SO mixed up,

And so is my world.

I'm NOT going to turn into an emo freak,

And end up moaning the whole life.

I'm going to be positive

And join the optimistic club.

Being ridiculously happy all the time isn't so hard right,

Even though the whole world is so sad.

RightRightRight?

See,

I'm so into this optimistic stuff,

-pause-

It's been 1min already!

This is tiring,

I'm going to be positive

-another pause-

STARTING TOMORROW.

(PS. Manryl is such a dao person :D)

♥재스민smooched@ 20:05

vendredi 22 mai 2009

Look at the picture.

It's black and white,

Unknown to why,

I feel like a very neutral feeling.

Even though I have a 156123486788 million feelings in me,

Everything seemed to even out each other.

Firstly,

I had a VERY,

(Underline and bold VERY)

boring morning,

Due to me being a nice and helpful person

I helped ApeChia with

the crap don't-know-what-course.

So,

She currently owes ME a favour :D

But it was quite interesting,

Some people cannot blow into the dumb dummy,

And some people cannot even dare to blow into the dummy,

Some people have super good lung

And could do better than me and ApeChia.

It's rather,

I-don't-know.

NEXT. GB

I seriously don't know what the crap is GB doing.

The devotion was like about some kind person,

Then I wrote that I have never ever been very nice before,

So,

I will create an acccident

And then go help.

That's being helpful.

But Marilyn LAUGHED at me D;

I also wrote that :

I will never marry in front of my ex,

Cause that will be showing mercy.

And Marilyn laughed even harder,

Now,

She's telling EuniceAU.

And then during group discussions,

I told them the exact same things

And they all laughed,

Plus they attempted to confuse my already VERY confused mind,

And hence disrubting my thoughts.

After group discussions,

We had batchwork

And we can eat during batchwork,

But nobody knows its batchwork.

Cause it was NOT announced.

So,

We missed out eating time.

And then,

Marilyn got damn pissed off

Cause of some stuff that happened.

Thenthen,

DRILLs.

I fucking hate drills.

I mean,

I can NEVER concentrate during drills.

I keep getting distracted by tiles

And don't-know-what-else.

Oh ya,

There was the Sec1.

So,

ApeChia keep giving me the LOOK.

The scary look,

Like cause I keep going into daze.

Désolé.残念.Traurig.유감스러운.

Sorry ApeChia.

Mmhmm,

Took bus home with Marilyn.

She damn noisy leh.

Noise pollution.

HA!

Actually no,

Kidding only :D

She damn entertaining,

Like keep telling me stories.

That's about the end of my day,

But its not the end of the emotions I'm like feeling in me,

I'm so nervous,

So anxious,

So excited,

All at the same time.

Dealing with them is like suppressing the waterfall,

Which is impossible,

However,

I am throwing away all the negative thoughts.

I HOPE TO REACH ENLIGHTMENT.

OOOHHHMMMM.

♥재스민smooched@ 20:14

mercredi 20 mai 2009

Just like the baby's smile,

I am awfully happy today

And not once did I have negative thoughts.

(even though I was still very restless)

Which is improvement,

And is good,

Right?

Whatever.

Today is the stupid return-to-school-day.

Like the early morning wasn't bad enough,

We had BAD/BORING activites.

Activites that is CRAP,

And in my opinion,

Totally USELESS.

If the school wants to be nice,

I won't really mind if they buy me a SIDEKICK!

Fine fine,

Let's be realistic.

These stupid activites never put me to sleep

Which is quite ..

Idk,

I give up.

NEXT,

Okay, surprisingly

Mommy allowed me to go out today,

After school.

Normally,

She would drag me home,

Force me to take a shower,

Then head out.

Which is rather disturbing.

So,

I happen to love my mommy to tiny bits now :D

Thenthen,

We saw Bala at the busstop and took the bus with her.

OMG, I have to thank Bala,

If not for her,

We would have missed the STOP!

Merci Bala

See, I can be nice when i want to :D

We ate Pepper Lunch,

Then I think they mixed up our orders,

And some random guy end up eating our wrong orders.

He look quite sad,

So I think he hates it or something.

You should ask MANryl about this,

She was paying ALOT of attention to him.

Mmhmm.

Priscilla says that the guy probably is part of the PepperLunch staff

And his job is to eat all the wrong orders.

Makes sense right?

Forget about him,

He's not important.

NEXT,

We went to window shop and

Nothing much happened.

Prilala bought 2 sexy shirts that she uses to seduce

Her whoever.

Edrea tried on a dress that suits her

And she look so CUTE (:

I tried on a dress too and I ended up looking like

I'm wearing a nightgown.

-Probably cause I'm not pretty enough. (:

Then,

We went to JuicyConture

And I sawv this FABULOUS wallet for like,

350bucks!!

Crazy right?!

Yeap, but I still want it.

Its SO cute and adorable and Idk.

Now its all Edrea's fault.

Tsktsk,

Edrea, you made me like sidekick and now this?!

Crap,

I need to stop adding on stuff to my WANTS.

Cause I bet I ain't going to get anything,

And I will just end up having to stare at my list and CRY.

HAH!

Today has been a GREAT day

And I think the rest of the days are going to be HELL.

So,

I better put on my armour and get ready.

♥재스민smooched@ 19:52

mardi 19 mai 2009

Its been FOUR hours,

And I am still staring at the computer,

Wishing that I will sleep.

Crap,

Why do I always feel as if I didn't have enough sleep

When obviously I slept half

Of my life awaaaayyy.

You know what?

I just realised that there's school tomorrow.

Life is SO unfair,

Why is there school tomorrow,

I don't want to go to school,

And look at my flabby arms teacher,

And waste 8 hours learning nothing.

Hey wait!

There's not going to be lessons tomorrow!

Shit,

I seriously am getting slower and slower.

Maybe MARRRYY-TEAA is right.

I AM slow D:

But then again,

I rather go have lesson than get my papers back.

I mean,

I can already count the number of As I got

By using my one finger.

SO,

I am NOT looking forward school tomorrow.

And I don't think I will live through my ass of a brother mockings.

URGHH.

Life sucks.

OKAY,

Enough about me.

So,

how's your life,

Care to switch with me?

♥재스민smooched@ 17:07

lundi 18 mai 2009

happy happy day ;D

other than the fact that i realised people actually know what i dream of.

i am NOT going to tell anyone

ANYMORE

of my dreams (:

my funny funny funny dreams.

ITS ACTUALLY MARILYN'S BIRTHDAY!

even though i am slighty late,

BUT STILL ;D

UN ANNIVERSAIRE TRÈS JOYEUX Marilyn-Monro

UN COMPLEANNO MOLTO BUON Marilyn-Monroe

아주 축 생일 marilyn 몬로

非常に誕生日おめでとうマリリンモンロー

four different languages,

but they all meant the same thing

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MONROE :D

back to my first topic,

yes, today is a very happy day,

mainly its because

my crazy brother finally finishes his exams

and i am GLAD.

very very GlAD.

not going to tell you why.

-laughs-

i have 90234515483 more reasons than youyouyouyou-oooo

to be bored.

SEE. i am so bored i'm turning into a mad woman.

the weird-est thing happened to me today,

i woke up and

out-of-no-where,

i thought of pretty highheels,

maybe the urge to shop is finally here!

heh-heh.

ANOTHER REASON TO SPEND MONEY.

SO,

i'm going to count my money and hug them until i fall asleep.

EVENING

people used to say how wonderful life is.

i just realised today

that life isnt so beautiful at times.

AND,

Sometimes,

I just want to close my eyes and sleep FOREVER.

just like the sleeping beauty

( only that Im NOT a beauty )

and I will sleep and sleep and sleep

Until its my turn to wake up

And have " happily ever after " ending.

Sadly,

there is not such thing as magic and even if there is,

i dont have a freaking witch as my enemy

and neither do I have a crazy spinning wheel

and i don't think I am CURSED.

So,

The only thing I can do now is to bow my head

And keep crossing my fingers that i will get over this,

And all the mistakes I have done will

SLOWLY

become less significant as time goes by.

And the damage I've made will be not as extensive.

I think i am the worst friend ever

And I don't deserve anyone,

EVEN MOJO.

And I should just find a small hole and bury my useless head into it,

and hope that nobody will notice

And just leave me to die.

GOSH.

I am such an emo am I?

But then again, I have a perfectly good reason for it.

not that i am going to say it.

AU-REVOIR

Cause I am going to stuff myself in the pillow

And my monkey

And stay there until I go crazy

♥재스민smooched@ 14:08

mardi 12 mai 2009

NOW that i've changed my stupid blog address

no one will ever bother me by reading.

this is damn good (:

OMG, its like lit tomorrow

and its my WORST subject and look at what i'm doing.

I can dusting the stupid dust off my blog.

Man,i totally screwed the stupid papers today.

Firstly, i didnt even finish the crap history paper,

and its all MANCILLA fault :D

Even though she's going to say that i am a

STUPID, SLOW person.

Which is what everyone says,

but

i know that i am just crap (:

which i think is better than being stupid.

Talking to MANryl now.

Damn crap, today we decided that i have friends call

MANcilla MANmaine MANmelia MANrilyn MANvonne.

i know i am like damn lame

but just shut up okay.

be a nice person and spare me the " damn lame " crap.

i seriously have enough of it.

let me tell you,

i am damn crazy today ><

CAUTION :

MAD WOMAN.

GIMMEGIMMEGIMME MOREE :D

i think i am going crazy over all the lit crap

i never like knew how much you had to study for lit

i mean i thought its just like naturally crap that you vomit out

and if you are lucky

you get full marks.

i wish on a star that i wont have to go

bowling tomorrow.

please manrilyn,

dont GO!

♥재스민smooched@ 16:28